In love....with the wrong person

What is it like to be in love with someone you aren't supposed to even have the feeling on?
There's a great uncertainty in me that he is feeling exactly the same as me and none of us actually even dares to make a move in fear that our dear frenship is at stake.
So what do we do?
We look at each other once in a while.
We spend extra effort to start the slightest conversation.
We make it a habit to ask each other out as often as we can.
We would sometimes praise each other subtlely on how good each of us look once in a while.
We avoid talking like oddballs.
The slightest hints are sometimes as piercing as explicit proposals.
'Are you ***?' he asked.
'I am glad to say that i am swinging single..' I replied.
Is he expecting otherwise? Am I plain stupid?
He's leaving and i wonder if anyone of us is going to make a move before these dilly dally makes us go crazy.

Thank you blog, help me to note this down.

Back with Loads of SH*T

Hello my blog.

The one that's always here for me..

Here, take off these loads of sh*t off my shoulder.

Thank you.

Unload them and you get...

One super white chinese who's born with a silver spoon in his smelly decayed mouth. Oh i pity this damn loser cuz he ain't know what is reality. He's still dreaming. Wake him up.. and yes pls pepper him with a little maturity.

One super black... well.... indian (no racist note intents). He is also very showered with the moo-lahs, and yes he has decent grasps of english but hell no, he needs serious tuition with moral values and integrity.

One fat egocentric guy who seriously thinks he is in sync with fashion (the above two are, just as well). He is the embodiment of what Singaporeans call 'SABOTEUR'. Not sure what else to say about him because he is plain shallow.

And last but not least, my dear junior superior.. Cant blame him. He's new to this world. and easily influenced. He's probably more prone to the dark side from the way he assess his subordinates (esp those he called 'proficient' and 'responsible' when they are plain opposites).

Thank you Blog.

Please help me to shred these by-products of the failing world.